Date : Sunday, October 16, 2011
Time : 16.10.11
Title : Totally dislike this month. :/

Thank celeste for a nice chat with you yesterday. :D I complain too much. :/ luck that I have friends that can chat with. So many things happens this month. Hope next month will be better for me.

Sometime I feel like give up my life. But I struggle so long already and why should I give up. I should hang on and keep moving on. Life is short and cruel sometime. I have a lot of thing never try and do before. Only can be young and old one time. Everyday is a brand new day and keep smiling whenever you happy or sad. :)

I already said before. I give you so many chances already. Now you tell me to give you last chance. what is the use of giving you chance? I'm tired. Just give me some space and freedom. I need peace. Last time, I really really love you but now different. You think I will never get hurt again. You said you miss and love me. There is no point that we will be tgt anymore. I get more hurt for unexpected reason. You think I will so stupid to be with you again.